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Overview


ELAINE;
I ♥ God, Raffles Netball (Batch '11) and my friends to the max!

Screams
Sunday, April 27, 2008
i'm suddenly feeling veh emo D:
I wanna be your hollywood
I could be your movie star
You misunderstood
Who you really think you are
I wanna be your dollar bills
I could be your shopping mall
I'll be your diet pills
I won't stand to watch you fall
Resign
Resign
those wondrin' eyes
and wake up to my love
tonight
Don't wanna be your plastic doll
I feel like I'm caught up in a race
You can't break the fall
I won't let you go to waste
You wanna be designer clothes
It's a lame conspiracy
Your routine overdose
It doesn't mean a thing to me
ResignResign
those wondrin' eyes
and wake up to my love
Resign(Won't you resign)
Resign
Those wondrin' eyes
and wake up to my love
Tonight
Resign(Won't you)
Resign
Those wondrin' eyes
(Those wondrin' eyes)
(Won't you resign)
and wake up to my love
Resign(Won't you resign)
Resign those wondrin' eyes
and wake up to my love
Resign(Won't you resign)
Resign those wondrin' eyes(won't you resign)
and wake up to my love
tonight

that's resign by the click five <3
i have no idea how it's related to my feelings now but i just feel like resigning to everything?
-.-
after some {very stupid i must say} stuff that happened yesterday, i just found out how one of my friends really treat me.
i don't know, this might all be happening due to my horribly eccentrically paranoid brain, but that's just how i feel
it's like, she's simply just taking the friendship between us for granted ; taking me for granted
she never really cared for me, not truely at least, the way i feel
sometimes she just does stuff to hurt me, whether she realises it or not, but now, i 'm just freaking disappointed and pissed.
i don't know if i'm just being fecking unreasonable here, but yes,
I AM PISSED.
so, stop taking me for granted 'cuz i'm tired enough, trying to balance this friendship and keeping it up, whereas you don't even care about it.

;

lol.i think i shall attempt to calm myself down cuz i just realised how horribly stupid this post sounds -.-

[elainewentoffsearchingforrandomJOKES. ;} ]