Friday was awesome, in a way!

I woke up with a splitting head, slept at 2 plus the previous night.
Ate breakfast at 6.10am, then I vomited o_O I haven't vomited at all in god knows how long already!
Can't go for training and decided to cancel outing with Kailing.
So I went back to sleep and dreamt of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ._.

I woke up at 1 plus! HAAHAH.
Then I decided that I should go out with Kailing since I've already called off many of our planned outings (is going-outs a better word? haha whatever -.-). So my mom made me bring a tumbler along with me -.-

I walked around with Kailing, talking about nonsensical stuff and we wandered all around the place, without even knowing where we were going -.-
Then we went somewhere else to watch a match.
Hmm.
Friday cheered me up a lot, thanks to everyone who were there with me.
I got my mind off a lot of stuff I guess!

Today we had a debate over whether a "burn" or a "flame" is cooler. o_O
Nonsensical as usual!
" A burn is cooler. When farmers need to clear land, they burn the forest. They don't flame it. Without land, farmers can't plant crops, everyone can't survive on the long run."
"Flame is cooler lah. They call the Olympic torch this 'The Olympic Flame'. They don't call it the 'Olympic Burn' right!"

Haha guess who said what (:
(obviously the one who makes more sense is me right. THE LONG RUN. THE ONE THAT AFFECTS MORE PEOPLE.)
Hence, I hereby conclude that a burn is cooler!
A flame can't do anything much. A burn can. Um. Burn lots of stuff.
Okay nevermind, I ain't born to debate ):

the night part wasn't good at all, but i'll forget that.
it never should have happened.

.- 453626;D || Abrazos Gratis ;D says:
holy shit. i shudnt haf went to ure blog D:
elaine- dummy ³ ! says:
why?
.- 453626;D || Abrazos Gratis ;D says:
now i just spent 1h 30 mins of my life stoning infront of my computer D:
elaine- dummy ³ ! says:
you read my blog for 1h30 min...
elaine- dummy ³ ! says:
?!
.- 453626;D || Abrazos Gratis ;D says:
the movie -.-
.- 453626;D || Abrazos Gratis ;D says:
zzz
elaine- dummy ³ ! says:
OH LOLLLL
elaine- dummy ³ ! says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!

btw the one with the very weird display name is Zhong
haha toldya!
Picture This is awesomez.

o_O
I hope a miracle falls upon Nick and he surprisingly recovers speedily so that he can continue training
:/

I'm watching Picture This!
It's a film uh. Romance comedy I guess?
But it's more about parent-child relationship than a boy-girl relationship.
Quite touching. I'm watching it again because I'm bored!

Picture this ; click here!

oh tell me if it's nice kayy.
haha. I've got nothing to post already o_O later i guess!


;
i wish i could forget ever being in love with you

I HAVE A VERDICT TO MAKE.

I HATE DRIED SHRIMPS.

don't you?

):

WHY

QUIZ!
1. Randomly choose 22 song titles and fill them in into the questions (as answers) in order.
MY SONG TITLES:

1. 5 Minutes to Midnight (Boys Like Girls)
2. Only Love (Trademark)
3. Lovestory (Taylor Swift)
4. I'm Not Okay (MCR)
5. I'm Yours (Jason Mraz)
6. Romeo and Juliet (uh by who i also dno!)
7. It's All About You (Mcfly)
8. Over You (Chris Draughtry)
9. Umbrella (Rihanna)
10. Shut up and let me go (The Ting Tings)
11. Lo (FloRida)
12. The Man Who Can't Be Moved (The Script)
13. Thunder (Boys Like Girls)
14. Untitled (Simple Plan)
15. Bye Bye (Mariah Carey o.O)
16. Lucky (Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat)
17. Crush (David Archuleta)
18. T- Shirt (Shontelle)
19. Womanizer (Britney Spears)
20. Miss Independent (Ne-Yo)
21. I'll Be Lovin' You Long Time (Mariah Carey)
22. Why (Secondhand Serenade)

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
5 Minutes to Midnight. Uh yeahh, it's only okay when it's 11.55 pm.

2. 2. How would you describe yourself?
Only Love - I swear I'm not the only love in my life.

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Lovestory - ._. So I -headdesk- and says "duh"

4. How do you feel today?
I'm Not Okay - LOL! This is the first answer that actually makes perfect sense in response to the question. I'm sorry if I ain't that okay.

5. What is your life's purpose?
I'm Yours - oh crap, my life purpose is to belong to someone.

6. What is your motto?
Romeo and Juliet - ._.

7. What do your friends think of you?
It's All About You - Aww, how sweet. ._.

8. What do you think of your parents?
Over you - yeah totally. Over and done with, gave up trying to understand.

9. What do you think about very often?
Umbrella - uh huh, i buy one everyday. That's 7 per week, 30 per month, 365 per year. Oh and have I mentioned, I own an umbrella warehouse. -.-

10. What is 2 + 2?
Shut Up and Let Me Go - uh huh. This maths question is too hard for me. Give me a break and let me go!

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Lo. - .....

12. What do you think of the guy/girl you like?
The Man Who Can't Be Moved. - Okay, at least it isn't "The Woman Who Can't Be Moved". HAHA.

13. What is your life story?
Thunder - yep, thunder and storms here and there.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Untitled - I'll be untitled! Not Doctor Huang, Not Miss/Mrs/Mdm Huang, Just untitled!

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Bye Bye - oh come on! I don't think I'll want to leave that person so eagerly. :/

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Lucky - Lucky to be married to that person? o.O

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Crush. - Crush me into a paperball, now. -.-

18. What is your hobby/interest?
T-shirt - er yeah. I wear 18 t shirts when i go out. -.-
HAHA

19. What is your biggest fear?
Womanizer - ... I'll bite you if you come near me!

20. What is your biggest secret?
Miss Independent - I don't think it's a secret anymore ): awwr.

21. What do you think of your friends?
I'll Be Lovin' You Long Time - :D yay man! (2nd answer that works!)

22. What will you post this as?
Why - oh okay. I'll title this post why.

Done!

I'll always be there for you.

Those are just six very, very simple words. Even my brother knows how to read them.
But those six words are a reflection of friendship, of love, of trust, but more often, of lies and broken promises.

When someone tells me that he/she will always be there for me when I need them, it'll end up making my day. I'll forget my sadness, at least temporarily, for I thought I had the assurance that someone will be there with me, to guide me through. Or at least, to just show me that even when everything in the world seems to be against me, I have someone to turn to. But so many times, those six words end up breaking my heart, leading me to question myself if I could ever trust anybody else again. Not you, at least.

Is it really that hard to be always there for a friend in need? It just takes a little of your time to console that friend, to calm him/her down, to make sure that he/she is okay, before you move back to what you were doing. It isn't a multitude of commands. If you're reading the book, just put it down, bookmark it, and spend a little time talking to that distressed friend of yours, then you can continue reading that book. Is whatever scene in that story really more important than your friend? If you're eating, or going to eat, can't you just put down your fork and spoon and spare a few moments for your friend? Unless you have gastric problems, then you're forgiven.

So many incidences from the past have led me to conclude that my worries of you leaving me aren't redundant. So many of your empty promises, yet I had brought myself to say It's Okay, I'm okay. So many of your "I gotta go now"s, yet I've never been the one who does that first.

Are you taking me for granted, or am I just treasuring you too much?

Tell me, someone. I really don't know.

Today, someone said those six words to me again.
To that certain someone(you probably know who you are):
I appreciate your presence, your friendship, and everything you've done for me so far. That is, simply just by being there. But I really do hope that your six words really mean what they're supposed to, instead of just black and white alphabets.

;

Anyway, I'm sorry if my emoness on my blog has been staining your happiness or whatsoever, but please bear with me. It's a common thing to be emo in teenage life I guess, especially since this is my first year; first time.

I spent my day babysitting my brother today. It was a horrible, horrible, horrible experience I tell you. 5 year olds nowadays are really violent. I was sleeping when I got woken up by my brother's friend's exclaimations of "I WANT TO KILL YOU!"
Freaked me out, seriously.

Tomorrow is another boring day, lined full with programs such as staying at home, doing the laundry, watching tv, sleeping.
HOW EXCITING.
I'm so totally looking forward to it!

Anyway it's gonna be midnight already, so

Good morning.

I Will Remember You

I missed you

I'M BACK FROM NETBALL CAMP '08!

AND AND AND AND AND AND AND,

I LOVE RAFFLES NETBALL, a lot! :D
because we're teammates, we'll go through whatever there is, together

Awesome camp, thank yous to all the communities! (e.g. games comm. yay man)

Day 1 (day camp!)
6.10 am: Grandfather sent me to J8, where i looked like a retard carrying so much stuff. So I dumped all my stuff beside a pillar and waited for Jas. Bekah's supposed to pick us up from J8 to school at 6.30! But Jaslin didn't know which stop to alight at, and she was freaking out because she's late. ._. In the end, we reached RGS super super early, at like 6.45. Camp starts at 7.30! Haha.

When we reached school, we realised that we're the ONLY Raffles Netballers around. The rest are all from NYGH and other schools. How embarrassing! We're the hosts and yet the others were there first, hahaha.

Yay, Cdiv did very well for the carn! We won all the games O: Haha.
Everyone's improving, yay.

Bathing was gross though, the toilet was flooded -.-
My slipper was floating around when I was trying to wear my clothes! GROSSSSSS.
And I couldn't find my slippers so I had to spin around and almost fell, gross gross gross gross gross.

Overnight camp was fun too!
Appraisal was... serious.
It was the first time I had ever done this kind of stuff. Like everyone gave comments on how to improve, what not to do, what we did well and whatnot to each other. I realised that there's still wayyy many things to learn from each other. It's not only on court skills, but also discipline, patience, and team work.

Playing in a team sports is not as easy as I thought it would be. It requires a lot of communication, on and off court; understanding among the players. Someone said that if we're really a team, there should be this mutual understanding between each of us, like just by looking at each other, we would know what the other one wants to do, and there will be this common understanding that doesn't require verbal communication.
I believe we can do this, C'div '08/09! ;D

The past 2 days have been tiring for me, but I definitely learnt a lot of stuff (omg I said this again -.-) and now my team is more bonded. Farewell was fun, although I forgot my parts o.o.
IT WAS SO SAD OKAY, that's the only funny part that i got, and I totally forgot to do it.
But okay, although we aren't exactly all that close to the sec 4s, I hope all of you will have fun in RI (._.) and win the Adiv champs! ;D

One, two, three, RAFFLES.

Today was such a boring day. ._.
I SHALL GO PLAY BASKETBALL SOME DAY.
I WILL.
ASK.
YOU.
TO PLAY.
I KNOW I WILL.
I WON'T PANGSEH AGAIN.
HAHAHA.
-.-
oh god, save me from the boredom.

KL: haha you just haven't seen that side of me yet! BASKETBALL O:
Nick: asshole): haha nevermind. BASKETBALL O:
Alethea: OKAY BOSS! ;D
Qirui: haha thanks. (:
Mich: there're just as boring mannn. ):
KAYAL: ZOMFG HELLOOOOOOZ. I miss you ! :D

After reading so many blogs of P6s, S4s, I feel that I must blog about my last day of school!

Yep, we've all gone through, are going through, or will be going through the phase in life. That's graduation. It's the pain of leaving your beloved alma-mater behind, the tearful separation of friends who're going to different schools the following year. But more importantly, it's just just the start of yet another new phase in life. Perhaps a more hectic, tedious one, but definitely it'll be full of so much more joy and friendship, and for some, accomplishments.

I realise that around this period of time last year, I was the one in my juniors' shoes. I was thinking, "GOSH. I'm gonna be a Sec 1 next year. SO COOL. I can't wait to graduate!" And when Graduation Day really came, I was just totally, blanked. Like yeah, drained of all sorts of emotions. I had been looking forward to graduating so much, because there were so much screwed up things that had happened in P6 that made me really want to leave them behind and start a brand new life with a brand new identity in secondary school. (which, i realise now, is impossible. In fact, my secondary school life so far hasn't been less troubling than in P6)

I can't even remember who I sat with that day, but all i remembered was, we didn't take any pictures (except for Daryl who went around taking shots of everyone's faces), not many people hugged, or even said goodbye. I really didn't know if i could accept the fact that I was graduating, or had graduated. Before that, I wanted so much to stop associating with some people in the school and leave behind whatever hurt and painful memories, but then I realise that I can't bear to part with them, for afterall, they had been my school mates for 3 years already. Some of them are not merely school mates. They were confidantes and great friends. Throughout my 1 year of RGS life so far, I notice that the relationships I share with my NY friends and my "new" friends just seem different. Like when I'm with my NY friends, there's just a sense of familiarity that's there. Then for most of them, I'm probably gonna spend at least 5 more years of my life with, and that will be as though they've been my friends for my whole entire lifetime, since i can't remember things in preprimary school life and whatnot.

I'll always regret the fact that I hadn't treasured whatever I had in primary school, and that's a constant reminder for me to treasure every moment I now have in RGS, in Raffles Netball, in 113'08, in whatever classes that I enter in future; with each and every one of my friends. And maybe if i try hard enough, my teachers. (I'm serious, we have some really cute teachers:)

Sec 1 wasn't exactly a fulfilling year for me. I haven't attained any leadership positions or anything, and I screwe up my total GPA for the end of years. And I've been skipping training lately due to my malfunctioning lungs and my stupid, stupid head that hurts all the time. But, I've made great friends whom I know will be there for me throughout thick and thin. I'm glad the sec 1 netballers (US!) are becoming more bonded than before.

113 has had it's share of conflicts, as well as happy memories, like when everyone tried so hard to win Netball Carnival. That was the time when I saw almost every single of the flaiying-pengywns trying their best for 113, not just individually, but of course, as a team. The players played hard, while everyone else were there for every single game we had to cheer us on. I appreciated it, and I love you all, 113.

I felt empty yet again on the last day of school. We partied, and sang songs. But once again, we were broken up into our little cliques, instead of bonding together for the last time as the class 113'08. I don't think any of us had tried, for what we were thinking was that we should spend our last minutes with our good friends in the class. To me, it didn't feel as though it was the last day of school at all. Maybe I was just emotionless, the way i had been for the past 2 weeks, because of something that happened between me and a certain someone, but right now, I realise that I am no longer a year 1 student anymore. I'm moving on to being a Year 2 RG student, along with all the rest of my batchmates. There're higher expectations to meet, tighter schedules, and probably way more problems. But I'm looking forward to whatever good memories that I'll have in 2009. This is not our end, yet.

It's just yet another of a new beginning.

I HAVE BEEN PROVEN TO BE A BIG ADVENTUROUS PERSON ;D

when it finally hits says:
later i get myself into deep shit..

elaine says:
wy?

elaine says:
&why

elaine says:
*why

when it finally hits says:
anything with you is dangerous.

elaine says:
WHY!

elaine says:
i'm not accident prone. >:/

when it finally hits says:
.....i totally believe that i won't embarrass myself with you!!!

O: i feel accused, hahahahaha.
when it finally hits is Alethea (the one who always does embarrassing stuff, on her own accord man!)
Okay. So after training on monday, I may be going somewhere to collect a package and a signature ON MY ARM. Cool man. I feel like a retard ._.
HERE COMES A VERY VERY RETARDED CONVO(:

E: YO.
A: supppp(:
E: zooooom--ROCKET o:
E: nah i'm just bored.
A: HAHA you suck.
E: i don't. i blow. HAHA jokes.
A: go shoot yourself NOWWW.
A: LAME
E: no gun ): DID YOU KNOW
A: DID I KNOW
E: that scientists have proved that the moon is made up of marshmallows O:
A: OMG YES. my daddy was the scientist that proved it!
E: GOSH. I'D LIKE HIS SIGNATURE. Mann. this is so cool O:
A: haha sorry sorry. costs money.
E: I have money. Hurhur (emoticon)
A: how much ^^
E: I don't know. How much does it cost?
A: its going to cost more than 50000. depending on how large and where you want him to sign.
E: i have 100000.
E: ON MY FOREHEAD
A: OHHHH
that's going to cost alot more.
E: like how much ):
A: especially if you choose one of our novelty colours!!
E: oh what's your novelty colour?
what about my arm? is that cheaper
A: well. why not you choose first, and i'll tell you!
well. depends on how muscular your arm is you know.
muscles make it harder to sign.
E: uhh
nah.
My arm is all flabbish.
Does that make it cheaper?
A: Absolutely.
now choose a colour.
and pen thickness.
E: okay.
A: they come in small, medium and large.
E; thicker pen cheaper or thinner pen cheaper?
A: well. i can't comment. medium cheaper.
E: okay i want 0.28 mm.
THAT'S MEDIUM RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.
yeah yeah okay.i want hot pink.
A: OHHHHHH.
that's a novelty colour.
okay.
E: oh damn!
A: so.......mmm
E: k is blue a novelty colour?
A: medium, novelty, flabby arm...
well. all colours are novelty colours except the skin colour one.
E: uhhh.
-.- okay. ( i just got owned ._.)
A: HAHA
E: can i punch you after i get my signature
YAY THANKS.
A: NO!
E: awwww):
A: but there's something!
E: whatO:
A: if you pay an extra 1000 you get a novelty signature pack
comes with real signed tshirt
stationery kit
and a little radio.
E: -.- in that case can i just buy the pacl :D
A: NOOO.
it's an ADD ON.
you have to buy a skin signature first.
E:that's very very bad.
OKAY.
So how much is it altogether?
A: well, do you want the pack?
E: but the pack is free!
oh wait it's not.
OKAY i want the pack.
A: OKAY(:
so its a wait...
1)medium thickness 2)hotpink 3) flabby arm.....4)add on novelty pack...
do you wait it to cover your entire arm or just a small section
E: nah
A: on your biceps
E: wait let me see
A: or on your triceps
E: i want a 2cm x 7.48cm one.
A: WHAT?
BICEPS OR TRICEPS?
lol
E: bicep on top or below? :/ (elaine fails science):
A: no idea.
top
it's slightly smaller
-10 min later-
E: er sorry. i went to measure the size of my flabs
A: WHAT
E: okay lah biceps!
A: hahaha
biceps more expensive
E: WHY EVERYTHING I CHOOSE IS MORE EXPENSIVE!!! >:\
A: no you see
biceps is the top
triceps is the bottom
so people
see the top first!
E: oh yeah.
A: therefore it's more expensive!
E: so that just means i'm a good picker :D
A: hahaha. okay.
so total
is...
exclusive of 7%GST and the pack..
100596
E: mhmm okay.
A: and cause you spent so much
we'll sell the pack for 50% off
500
so..... total is
E: -.- 50% off 100596 is not 500 -.-
A: 108172.72
50% off the novelty pack!!
E: oh.
RIGHT.
say so lah!
oh wait you did. -.-
A: hahahaha.
i'll scratch the 72cents k.
E: okay do i pay cash or credit card?
A: 108172
cash or nets
E: can i pay by hooks?
haha nets :D
A: NOT FUNNY!
E:hey but what if i pay already and i don't get my signature! ):
A: you may come back for either a)full refund b)demand signature
or you may bring us to court
E: mhmm okay. that's good.
so i'll pay by nets
[sends] 108172 [/sends]
A: okay. we will need you to provide your card number.
E: 8576584
A: and a specimen signature.
as well as a guarantor in case the money never comes.
E: I can be my own guarantor!
I just sent you the money):
A: NO.
NOT WORKING!!
E: This is a service center dudeee!
damn. er, wait.
OH I KNOW.
hold on.
i go to the bank.
A: this is online transaction.
E: i go online bank lah!!
A: hahah
-rushes off to draw money on paint -.-
E: k i'm done.
the service so lousy, so slow):
(elainer! sends C:\Documents and Settings\chickEnPIE\My Documents\My Pictures\MONEH.bmp)
A: haha
(Transfer of "MONEH.bmp" is complete.)
E: yay okay i paid.
A: sorry.. i think that's the wrong currency.
i do suggest you come down to one of our 26 service centres for further assistance.
E: it's the right currency lor! ):
A: not.
we need wakakai currency which is pure gold. OR singapore dollars. and only
wakakai currency can be transacted through the internet
E: oh.
A: so i guess you gotta come down (:
E: okay hold on hold on!
A: LOL.
E:you didn't tell me earlier that we need wakaikai ):
A: well. our agency is called
signature wakaikai agency..
E: I KNEW THAT.
TOTALLY.
-runs off to draw waikaikai gold bar-
(elainer! sends C:\Documents and Settings\chickEnPIE\My Documents\My Pictures\wakaikai gold bar.bmp)
E: okay that's the waikaikai gold bar
(Transfer of "wakaikai gold bar.bmp" is complete.)
A: omg it's freaking uglyyyy ( lol my bad XD)
E: sorry.
that's how the genuine waikaikai gold bar looks like.
A: NO!
E: not happy go complain to the waikaikai government!
A: i am native of waikaikai
LOL
and my best friend is the governor
E: you have been cheated all your life!
OR...
maybe you're just too poor to use the gold bar. that's why you don't know how it looks like O:
A: LOL.
everyone has at least 1 gold bar in waikaikai!
E: MINE'S THE SPECIAL GOLD BAR
only i have it.
A: not allowed!
E: allowed lah
your just jealous! hurhur(emoticon)
A: NO!
hahaha
i don't allow!
why not
you come down
to our service center!!!!!!
E: address?
A: well
we set up withint established institutions
based on our gps
you live nearest
to our hci branch.
E: uh huh.
A: behind the GO there's a door labelled SWA
so knock 3 times
and you'll be in.
E: er who do i approach?
A: well, whoever opens the door:D
most likely, it would be me.
E: hmm. okay. when?
A: anytime
our business hours are as follows:
monday to friday: 9-7
saturday- 8-12
sunday closed.
E: alright i think i'll go on monday
at 12.43pm
A: okay. will do (:
E: is there a special dress code for me so that you'll know it's me? O:
A: nope.
all you have to do is knock three times(:
E: and say
"open sesame"?
A: YES

haha. O: handful to read! i'm watching cheetah girls. o_O

TAG REPLIES:
KL: hahah mom. ):
Dawne: DAWnEEEEEE! haha :D
Nick: haha see first when i'm not lazy O:
yeah right. i paid her like 20598234 bucks ._.
haha
Yunting: o_O YOU WEIRDO
hengyeng: hi hengyeng!(:
okay. i took me 1 hour to do cuz i was digressing):
qirui: hi (:
zx: .....oww? -.-


so, i think i understand.
your 'nothingness' ; so cold and unfeeling.

I've decided to take quizes instead of posting o_O

TRUTHS ABOUT ME
01. Are you perfect?
No. No way.

02. Are you tall?
Er I'm not sure. Depends on your definition of tall. Are you tall? Nah you're barely 1cm tall (:

03. Are you short?
Ditto.

04. Are you in your pyjamas?
I'm wearing my p6 camp shirt+ FBTs. ._. Counted?

LASTS01.
Last friend you saw?
I seriously cannot remember.

02. Last talked on phone to?
Kailing. For 1hour, 37 minutes. LOL.

03. Last person to text you?
Bryan.

FAVOURITES
01. Number?7!

02. Colour
BLUEBLUEBLUEBLUEBLUE

03. Food?
er i don't know. Nice food?

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
01. What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up?
Check my phone. Uh huh.

02. Do you have anything that bother you?
Hell lots.

03. What was the last movie you watched in the theatres?
Max Payne.

04. Where is the last place you went?
Toa Payoh. On my way to meet someone, then i got pangsehed. I was sad and i cabbed home. And i cried. I don't know why.

05. Do you smile a lot?
Not these days, haha.

06. Do you wish upon the stars?
Don't see any stars ): Unless you count the sun (haha celeste!)

07. Are you a friendly person?
Depends on what your definition of friendly is!

08. Where did you have to sleep last night
.... in my room?

09. When was the last time you cried?
Just now. :/

10. What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
I will feel better tomorrow. (which i don't, i feel worse)

11. Rate life as of it now, 1 being bad, 10 being great?
2.

12.What do you hear right now?
crush - david archuleta (same as lex o_O that's my ringtone hahaha)

13. Does anywhere hurt now?
Yeah. Badly.

14. What is your favourite month?
Same as Lex, APRIL! Birthday buddehs (:

EMOTIONS
01. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yeah.

02. Are you tired?
Yes. Of a particular someone.

03. Are your parents still arried?
Uh huh.

BASICS
01. Real name?
-.- Tom Dick Harry. Guess my middle name. .______.

02. Eye colour?
Er. Come here and take a look at it yourself (:

03. Male or female?
NEITHER! MUAHAHA. Female lah.

04. Crushing?
Crush what!

05. Hair colour?
Pink. I WISH! hahaha. It's a very dark dark shade of brown. According to my friends o_o

06. Sweats or jeans?
huh.

07. Phone or camera?
PHONE DUH!

08. Righty or lefty?
Middly!

09. Smoke or drink?
I eat.

FIRSTS

01. First best friend?
Dean. Who probably doesn't remember who i am now. SADLY.

02. First enemy?
GEORGE BUSH.):

03. First vacation?
Can't remember

CURRENTLY
01. Eating?
nothing?

02. Drinking?
nothing?

03.Listening to?
The aeroplane fly past.

04. Plans tomorrow?
rot in bed.

WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
01. Lips or eyes?
Huh. Can i say nose. If you have a big big big nose, people don't like you, nosey parker.

02. Shorter or taller?
I'm okay with my height now (:

03. Romantic or spontaneous?
Er. Dno haha.

04. Sensitive or loud?
Neutral. (i still remember in p5 i had to do science corrections 3 times cuz i couldn't spell neutral. damn!)

05. Hook-up or being in a relationship?
Relationship i guess? ._.

HAVE YOU EVER?
01. Drank hard drinks?
What's a hard drink?
I drank Vodka and beer before :/ SMALL SIPS. I was just trying out :D

02. Lost glasses or contacts?
Nopes.

03. Ran away from home?
Planned to, haha. When i was in p4 i wanted to run away and stay in Ashlynna's parents' van. ._.

04. Broken someone's heart?
More like getting my heart broken.

05. Been arrested?
I'm living in prison now. What do you think?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
01. Do you like someone?
I guess so. ..

02. Are you seriously happy with what you are in life now?
No. Definitely not.

I'LL BE OKAY. I KNOW I WILL.
even when the world has it's back turned against me,
i'll push it around so that it faces me.
and i'll make sure it smiles and apologises for being mean to me >:/

hahahaha.

Daryl is some random hyper shit, he called me a fag! >:/
damn, haha.
We're considering going back to NYPS tomorrow.
It's the last day of school for them! O:
Friday's Graduation.
Time flies so fast, last year i was just graduating, now i'm moving on to being a 'senior' in RGS already! Well, sort of senior lah.
Innocent lil' sec ones no more! ;D
Quite excited, hahaha.

know right, i suddenly don't feel like blogging anymore.
BYE -.-

So there ends my sec 1 life.
So fast.
haha.

passby: oh yes, sure. in fact i'm freaking 95.5 kg, but 95 kg just freaking sound a lot nicer and slimmer. for god's sake, scroll down. do i look like i'm 95kg? -.- get some neurons.
sorry i'm pissed now.

=.=

I WANT TO WATCH NIGHTS IN RODANTHE! :D I heard that it's a really good romance film haha.

Friday was a freaky day :/
After farewell ceremony, which me and Jodie isolated ourselves from the rest of the class to get a good view (and I slept throughout the whole thing -.-), Kailing and I went to Marina Square. AND WE GOT FREE COFFEE HEHHS. We just walked round and round the 3rd floor, and we kept walking past Starbucks. So when the Starbucks guy who's giving free coffee saw us, he'll give us that weird look which seems to say "I'm not a free coffee machine."

although he apparently is, cuz he's carrying something and when he presses a button which is technically ON him, there's coffee coming out of a tube into a cup. Hence, he's a coffee machine! :D

whatever hhaha

Then the Starbuck guy was like "do you want balloons?"
I'M FOREVER YOUNG AT HEART.
so i excitedly took a balloon which I didn't want anymore.
But I was very, very nice and i gave it to some random cute baby girl, unlike Kailing who crudely threw hers into the dustbin!
Haha actually I helped her dump it cuz she didn't want it. But it's her balloon. She made the choice!
I bought a giant banana which cost me a whopping THIRTY BUCKS.
But then in the end I split the cost with Yuemin and Zhong and gave it to Sean as his birthday present.
Tuition was tiring but fun. Sherman gave a really impromptu crap speech about "impromptuness"- a life skill. -.- Teacher actually said it was good. RACHEL GAVE A SCARILY GOOD PRESENTATION ALTHOUGH SHE CLAIMED THAT SHE FINISHED IT LAST MINUTE.
natural talent huh, smart ass (:

After I bought the banana, Kailing and I got despo to watch a movie. But I was totally broke from buying the banana. (before i got the 10 dollars from yuemin) Broke as in like i had only $1.50 left on me, and I used it to buy icecream afterwards.
So we sat on a chair and started looking through our contact list in search of potential "preys" who is free and can lend us money to a movie! :D
BUT UNFORTUNATELY NO ONE COULD. -.-
So we decided that since we can't watch a movie, we might as well spend the remaining money that Kailing has on food.
ZOMFG I love Mcnuggets. Seriously.

Tantalising much right! <3

So when we bought our food and finished eating, the very nice Zhong Xuan finally replied and so we hurried off to AMK hub to watch a movie. We're supposed to watch Max Payne, but Kailing thinks that the movie timing is too late and hence we ended up watching THE COFFIN. -.-

Kailing was busy hugging the banana and barely watched the movie at all. ._. And she and Zhong kept talking and talking. So noisy! Tsktsk. :D The movie is damn scary okay. And I didn't understand what was going on at all until the last part of the movie. But I bet you among the three of us, i was the only one who watched the WHOLE movie. -.-

Damn gross, the guy was having sex with the girl :/ and there's this 3rd hand belonging to idk who groping the girl.
AND SHE DID NOT NOTICE. I mean if the guy's hands are both on her face and someone touches her waist, won't she notice? A bit stupid right ._.
Anyway for those of you who likes horror films, you should go watch. It's the first time I watch a horror film in a cinema! :O

And there was this super funny person in the cinema who kept giggling like an idiot everytime a ghost appears. Saddist! But he/she (can't tell, the giggling was just so... retarded) makes the ghosts' appearances not scary anymore 'cuz the laughter is just so retarded that everyone laughs along. HAHA.

Okay. I shall not continue reminding myself of freakish stuff :/ Today is an utterly boring day. There's training tomorrow morning ):

Tag replies:

Thalia: Haha don't worry! Rong(rong) is my classmate (: [eh did i reply you
already -.-]
Weexuan: I DIDN'T REVEAL ANY. Too bad (: Richard pwns! We won best organised house okay!
Ash: o_O
Yishu: Didn't really need to know that -.- but okay haha
Crow: IT'S THE POSTURE. And she looks like your mom LOL
Kailing: HAHA banana's given! (:
Zhong/Yuemin: haha alright. Thanks(:

; happy birthday <3

I'm so tired of this.

I keep hearing, knowing about them, yet I can't do anything.
Not at all.
I can just listen, but not be able to offer any advices,
'cuz I won't know what to say. I don't think it'll help either.

Or sometimes, I receive the message, reads it, stares at it, considers how to reply, but then gives up.
I feel the guilt, but I really am unable to do anything or say anything that can help even a single bit.
Everytime I try to say something that makes sense, I'll end up realising that it doesn't help at all, or that it'd probably just make matters worse. I'm sorry for daoing people who msged/called me just for help or advices.
I've failed as a friend.

Sorry

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