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Overview


ELAINE;
I ♥ God, Raffles Netball (Batch '11) and my friends to the max!

Screams
Thursday, December 25, 2008
I'm slowly learning to forget the memories we shared,
slowly trying to forget your presence;
slowly trying to let go of the huge place you held in my heart,
slowying trying to forgive the hurt you've caused me,
and yet you're back now.

Why now, why when everything is almost done.
Why now, when I'm almost ready again.
Why can't you wait till I'm totally alright and won't be hurt again.
Why do you get to decide everything.
Why are you always hurting me, even though you said you don't want to.

Why can't you just disappear from my life, the way you did when I didn't want you to.

;

24TH DECEMBER WAS THE AWESOMEST DAY IN DECEMBER 2008 ;D
Being Christian is the best thing and the best choice I've ever made too (:

I went for some drama production called Save The World (I think) by City Harvest Church.
But before that, I went to watch Yes Man at Plaza Sing (haha cai a saint, does that answer your question?:) It was SUPER, DUPER HILARIOUS. You should go watch it too manz!
I won't give spoilers. :/ But it's totally worth the 8.5 bucks that I paid ;D

Anywayz, the drama was awesomely hilarious too, and it was a really good performance put up by people who didn't have professional training at all. Service was cool, since it was probably my first proper church service, haha. And there was candlelight service too! ;D
SO COOL. MY FIRST TIME TOO. :/
The whole sight after everyone's candles were lit was just magnificent and beautiful (:
Too bad I didn't get to take any pictures 'cuz my phone ran outta batt ):
The whole thing ended at around 9.30, then everyone walked around shaking hands with random people and wishing them Merry Christmas ;D So cool manz. It was kinda touching, and I could feel the Christmas Spirit and love all around me. (:
So we waited until the place cleared up a little, before leaving. I didn't want it to end ): I haven't had so much fun or been so happy for such a long time!
I met new people and made new friends! <3

After that, I took mrt to Pasir Ris where my dad fetched me and then we went to chalet. Reached the chalet place at around 11, ate a little and played around with Esther(Neo), Rachel, Zolven, Jolene (spelling?), Clarence(Koh) and my bro. Basically we were just trying to stop my brother from switching off all the lights and screaming and shouting and fighting with Jolene (spelling?). When I reached there 2 of my friends have already left ):

Seriously man, kids are so hard to take care of. -.-

We left the place at around 1 plus and reached home at 2. Then I quarrelled with my parents and I slept at 4 because I was doing random stuff and writing notes. -.- So I woke up at 12 plus today, and lied in bed until 2 plus when my mom went to take a nap, so that I won't have to talk to her. :/
I haven't talked to anyone in my family (except bro) for the whole of today. Oh wells.
Christmas. Hmm.

So, that's my Christmas. Basically, nothing. HAHA
I wish Christmas Eve was Christmas!

Merry Christmas and hope you had a way better one than mine! ;D