I don't know where to start from. So I won't start maybe. Sometimes words just fail to convey emotions.

I NEED TO KNOW,
NOW.

RAWRRRR D:<


;
I hope you're happy now.
I hope you will be happy, though I wonder how.

Training today was tiring, but fun <3 I was super blur when we did drill 27, I didn't go for the balls when it's my turn, and ran for the ball when it wasn't -.- My head was like spinnninggggzxc.

After training, Jas and I went to Joy's house! the initial plan was to go to Toapayoh to eat lunch, but Joy's mom cooked pasta (omg so NICE) so we went to Joy's house to eat! :D Haha her house is so convenient, 3 min walk to the Mrt, and direct bus to RGS! O:

Jas and I bai4nian2-ed with Joy's mom, and she gave us angpaos! After lunch, I rushed off to United Square, and Abigail and Shang taught me how to do my maths! :/ I finally understood a bit more. /: AND I FINISHED MY MATHS HOMEWORK, FOR ONCE. hahaha!

Btw I sent the longest sms I've ever sent in my whole life today. SIX pages long, hehe.
(before)
x: are you going visiting today?
me: no.
x: wa why so dao...
me: er. you asked me a yes or no question what.
x: can at least say more right?
me:
no i'm not going visiting today, i'm going to do homework, my senior's gonna teach me at united square's basement's macdonalds and we're meeting at 12:31:14 with two large sized cokes to drink and i'm going to do 3 maths worksheets: 1,2 and 3. Then after that i'm going to walk to Novena mrt and take train to newton before taking bus 171 home. The journey takes around thirty to fifty minutes. I'm going to alight at the bus stop opposite my condo, then i'm going to cross the overhead bridge by climing(and descending) 32 steps, and continue walking until i reach my condo's sidegate, then take out the key from my bag and unlock the gate, before walking in. Then i take 132 steps to my block, which is block 41. I take out my wallet which contains the keycard and opens the main gate, before taking the lift up to the 7th floor then going into my house after unlocking the door. The whole journey takes around sixty minutes. To be continued. Enough already?

lol I spent more than 5 minutes typing that! ._.

;
so what's your truth?

It's 11:17 pm now, and I'm freaking out over stupid algebra expansion factorisation crap.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO AT ALL. Laugh all you want ._.

I shall continue living in the self denial that I love math, math is so simple to me, and I'm acing it. Maybe one day it'll be true.

One day.

For the first time in ages since my RGS life started,
I came home straight after school, on a Friday.
TO SLEEP AND SLACK.
YAY :D

My usual let's-go-somewhere-and-mug-after-school friends are all busy today ): Ashley has DRUMMING lesson (how cool is that) with her weirdly-named-teacher-who's-really-good-at-drumming, and Shimei has to go make her Netts card (why's everyone starting to get credit cards!) with her dad, Charlene has training. Kailing has to go home because her parents aren't working today. And everyone else I want to go out with are all busy (WHY!): today. So I decided to... come home. I'm sure Leti would be very shocked to see this ._.

Anyway, while Jodie, Bella and I were walking to the bus stop, we noticed that many of the patches of grass outside the school have turned brown, when they used to be green way back last year. And when I'm walking home, I noticed that the grass along the pavement are turning brown too.
)):

Global warming is so serious!
But I'm really really lazy to take public transport sometimes. Like after training, I'll ask my dad to come and pick me up. Or I'll just take taxi back. :/ Or we'll carpool Joy to Braddell/Toa Payoh.
Oh well!

Oh. And I hate it when it's some festive season and our teachers just dump homework at us, as though they get paid for each piece of paper they throw at us. Actually, technically, they do get paid.

When I grow up I wanna be a teacher and bully all my pupils by giving them lots of homework everyday and demanding them to submit their completed homework by the next day or else they'll get a SOM record.
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAZ.
Actually I won't, that's just so disgusting to even think about.

Haha I shall shut up and go sleep :D

;
but have we reached
the end?

Tag replies

Cass: HEYYY (: Hahah i linked you since... long time ago :/ I'll relink, sooooon! ;D

Melissa: HHAHAHA AHEM YOUR HEAD!

Laura: you too(:

Cheese: ): SORRY LAH I'm not in UG. BUT IT'S DAMN COOL HOW SYNCHRO YOU GUYS ARE OMG!

Boh: HAHA YO. MISS YOU <3

Esther: DELETED (;

Esther: siao like they'll be here!

Char: haha lazy. DELETE. PHYSIOOOOOZXC.

Akoo: haha yeah I notice :/ but I'm lazy to edit :D

Cheese: YEAH IT IS. SHE'S JUST JEALOUS THAT SHE DOESN'T HAVE IT LAH WTH. Farquhar.

I REALLY NEED TO JUST SHUT UP AND SLEEP.

But my body clock is screwed up, I want to sleep during the day and at night I just can't fall asleep even after lying in bed counting sheep for half an hour.
My dark eye circles are developing so fast and noticeably that they're gross and disgusting! ):

Okay, I shall do a proper post.
During training today, Ms Chng said something that made me realise that we, as a team, are going to show what we've worked so hard for, BY WINNING THE ZONALS. MUAHAHA.
Ms Chng said something like "C'div has never gotten 3rd for zonals before, always either 1st or 2nd. (which isn't exactly true... :/) So you guys cannot break the chain!"

Haha and on day of our first match, Ama wrote us a letter. And it was then when I realise that we really all have to work hard, whether we're playing or not. Because our seniors, including those in batches wayyyy before us, had all worked hard and won many competitions, giving us the "Raffles Netball Legacy" for us to keep up to.
So no matter now tired we are, we must still try to work hard for the team, because it's not just an individual thing! And we must also continue the "legacy", which our seniors have painstakingly built up!
I know this sounds cheesy, but GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME.
HAHAHAHAH oops.
And thanks Evan for being the motivational captain, always telling us to work hard and informing us about trainings, etcetc.
And thanks everyone else, for..... simply being in the team!
Awww. I love Raffles Netball, so so so much.
Okay, and I know it's useless to just say say say then no actions. But I'm trying, and I will! And I'm feeling sentimental, so I blog :D heee.

Okay, nights! Hope you like the new skin. I'm probably gonna change it soon though.

P.S Charlene WE GO PHYSIO THIS SAT KAY? THANKSSSSSS <3



;
a thousand miles seems pretty far,
but they've got planes and trains and cars,

what happened in school today, elaine, my self?

HAHA omg, the poem (I forgot what it's called but it's so weird): that Mrs Leslie showed us was SO RETARDED, and I didn't understand what it meant. Plus there were funny funny lines which no one knew the meanings, and we had to do choral reading. So everyone was giggling like idiots, hahaha so funny.

School today was okay lah, but the lessons were SOOO BORING. But yay, Elaine survived yet another tedious day in RGS. :D YIPEE.

Training today! First part of the training (after the long run) I felt like fainting. Like it was dizzy totally -.- Then for some reason, after I did the sprints, I felt better. Carpooled Joy's car with Jas and Bekah to Bradell/Braddel! Then Jas ask Bekah and I to prank call someone. But not fun one.

Bekah: We're talent searchers for Singapore Idol and we think you have the potential. Are you interested?
Person: No bye

-.- BORING.

AT LEAST SAY SOMETHING INTERESTING LIKE.
hmm.
"SIAO ARH, I went last year, I won already, cannot go again!"
hahaha okay. That's so Jaslin :D

Then, dinner with Shang and rest!
I don't know why I was asked to go though. I just sat there and listened to them chat and complained about RGS' strict rules and annoying teachers and taiwanese dramas. ._. haha but it was fun though :D Sorry (if anyone of you happen to be here -.-) for leaving so abruptly and without saying goodbye! ):

I HAD MORE INTERESTING STUFF TO BLOG ABOUT. BUT I FORGOT. REALLY.

for I fain wad lie down

Didn't go to school today: sick.
Don't know what happened, but apparently missed out on a lot! ):

And Saturday was lousy. Fell sick, didn't really train because my head hurt like hell and I was like banging my head with my hands. Then after training went to Jaslin's house and did my homework. Then went home on 156 and met this super annoying ticket checker (yeah i know, so outdated) who woke me up from my soooooo desired sleep. She asked me to show her my ez-link card, then she started nagging on and on and on about how i shouldn't be pasting some CUTE sticker on my card and that she has the authority to retain my card blahblah.
So annoying. -.-

CNY was tiring what with all the visitings and stuff. But it wasn't really fun, because I was sick. Couldn't it much food ): But apparently a lot of people are sick now, haha
blog more another day. lousy post today. lazeh.

Happy CNY everyone(:

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HAHAHA
That's so hilarious! (:

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I AM VERY ANGRY WITH BLOGGER.
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY NYPS POST. THEY DELETED IT. OR PART OF IT. SO IT DIDN'T MAKE SENSE. SO I DELETED EVERYTHING. SCREW BLOGGER ):

Firstly,

Congrats Raffles Netball for having won the matches so far!
Although we all know that it's not the best we can do, I've seen many people improve on court. Like Amelia, good job Lau, you shots really improved a lot today. (haha I don't think you'll be readinggg this, but it's nice to credit you for your good work!)

And like Bekah said, everyone still needs to communicate more. So lets hope everyone learns from the mistakes and the tips that everyone has shared with each other, and continue to strive on! (:

Hmm. Andd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELI! (:
I hope we managed to surprise you today, your SHOCKED face was so... funny! hahaha.
And I hope you like the present that we've given you, and of course your very speshul one-of-a-kind birthday 'card'! :D I bet you haven't received such things before lorrr.
:D
Anyway, you're a wonderful junior! :D Like seriously. And retarded too (:
Hope you enjoy your first teenage year and hopefully you'll have many many many more coooooool teen years to come! :D
OH.
And you can actually like officially watch PG13 movies. Although no one really cares how old a person watching a PG13 movie is.
HAHAHA
And 3 more years to NC16 movie.
I ONLY HAVE 2 MORE TO GO. :D
<3

2009 has had a very bad start,
what with all the... problems going on, and our fellow Rafflesians and loved ones for others, leaving us.

Let's hope that these will probably be blessings in disguise (in a way, somehow) to us,
and pray that the rest of 2009 will be better.

I pray that everyone around me will enjoy their life to their fullest and maintain good health. (:

what the hell.
-.-

For a friend, who's feeling troubled by whatever she has. Don't give up, stay strong! (:
(and for myself too, LOL)
And everyone else who're feeling trapped and burdened, whatever. (:
MAY YOU BE FREE OF TROUBLES <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN CHIH!
Continue working hard for Raffles Netball. It's AWESOME to have you as a teammate, and always hearing you cheering us on! (: Though things may not always go the way you(we) want, I know you'll continue working very very very hard and we'll all achieve what we want together! <3 ILY TEAMMATE (:
Hahahah mushy O:



TAG REPLIES
hahaha, tag more tag more! :D

Jaslin: Hahah tooo bad for you! My mortal finally replied me today, o.O
Jf: HELLO(: haha thanks
Jodi: HI (: Hahaha siao, later your teacher scold me for delivering you food! Or she confiscate it. O:
Kailing: hahah you know the truth. IT IS FUNNY. :D
Nicolette: yes man, I agree with you! <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Elaine (hhaah i'm silly I'm replying myself!): HELLO ELAINE<3 style="font-weight: bold;">Shimei: -.- IT'S FINE NOW.
Cheese: whatever! NOW mine's prettayer. :D
Seth: HAHAH once again, IT'S FINE NOW :D thanks (:
BOONXIN: I'm not crazy :/ okay. FINE IF YOU SEE IT THAT WAY! Hahah I don't want to be honoured, I wanna be the Queen of the World! :D -shoots self for lameness-
BOONXIN: It's sleeping under my desk. Don't worry. :/
Jaslin: WHATEVER-.- Haaha okay next time I will!
Jaslin: O: okay, smart!
Nicolette: Nah I think cbox screwed up itself. Oh wellzxc.
Mich: Just now it was really fat and ugly and huge ):

Perhaps we've accepted so many favors from each other, that we've forgotten to say 'thank you'?
Perhaps we've seen each other so much, that we've forgotten to say 'hi' every time we meet?
Perhaps we're so used to each others' mistakes, that we've forgotten to say 'sorry'?
Perhaps we've be so used to each other, that we've forgotten to show that we still care?
Perhaps we've lived together for so long, that we've forgotten we're still a family?
Perhaps we've done so much for each other, we can no longer see each others' efforts?

Or perhaps... They were just mistakes on my behalf?

No. I don't believe so.

Mistakes aren't made to make the world a sinful place. Mistakes are made so that we can from it. It's human nature to err and sin. He who does not sin is God. Similarly, it's human nature to find it hard to own up to your own mistakes. It's human nature to cover up for what you've done wrong. It's human nature to find it hard to accept the truth. But those who admit to their mistakes will learn from them. They will become better, right?

So why is it that even though I've taken a step in, all I see is the indifference in your attitudes towards every matter?

Why is it that I'm always the one expected to be constantly improving and making myself better, while the rest of you just sit around shaking legs, playing with your toys, having a headache over your ever-so-important-stock-market, attending your can't-be-missed-yoga-lessons?
Are they really more important than everyone else in this.. 'family'?

Actions speak louder than words. So stop giving me your fake speeches and do something about this. Or at least, show me something about this place that is worth me wanting to truly belong to.

;

First Netball game tomorrow, I'm not playing but I'm freaking out! We didn't perform during match vs Cedar today. Let's hope everyone learn from today's mistakes and perform to our fullest tomorrow (:
"Never, ever underestimate our opponents!"
Haha Boh, this is our cue.

"WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, NO TIME FOR LOSERS!"
:D
Go Raffles Netball, I KNOW we can do this (:

Haha oh oh oh and quote of the day from Ms Mariette Ong, during PE!

"Those who're not here raise your hands!"

No,

the truth is, no one ever told you what to do.

You had chosen the way you are, by yourself.
Your actions and your words are all reflected upon by yourself,
no one sees you in the way that you aren't.
No one, not any of us at least, is screwing up your life for you,
you are doing it yourself.
You yourself are the culprit.
The mastermind to it all.
Yourself.

You get what you put in and people get what they deserve.
So everything's fair,
the way you've made it.

'cause nobody wants to be the last one there

;

I just realised I forgot to blog about the movie on friday!
Okay so after school, (merissa) Boh, Kailing and I went to Plaza Sing:D
Haha I think Boh and I totally embarrassed ourselves in front of Kailing by singing
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, NO TIME FOR LOSERS
super super loudly. Actually not just in front of Kailing, we were singing it on the way to the main gate, on the way to the bus stop, and on the bus too. HAHA!

Super hungry by the time we reached PS, so we rushed off to foodcourt and everyone ate beef noodles :D
So yummy. But the guy there was funny

me: er. 1 beef noodle
guy: okay soup or dry?
me: dry
boh: 1 beef noodle.
guy: okay
guy from kitchen: beef noodle, soup or dry?
me: dry
guy from kitchen: okay so beef noodle dry.
kailing: yeah 1 beef noodle dry.
guy from kitchen: okay so 1 soup and 2 dry
me,boh, kailing: O.O
me: nonono 1 dry 1 soup!
guy from kitchen: okay so 1 dry 2 soup?
guy: no lah 1 dry 1 soup

HAHA miscommunication.
Then after eating, we decide to go shop for a present! :D
Went to Rip curl and tried on their hats :/
Then Boh and I took photos. ZOMFG they were so retarded :D But the photos are in Kailing's phone, will ask her to send soon.

Then we walked to Macs and saw Meli, Akoo, Weiyi, Leen and Lisa! ahhaha
So coincidental. i was like thinking "hmm i bet we'll see rgs people at macs"
Then Meli joined us and we went to buy pretzels
omg so yummy<3
But Boh koped a lot.
):
Naughty naughty Boh!

After the 2 guai kias went home to do homework, Kailing and I went to watch IP Man!
I didn't know it was a chinese show. I thought it's something like ironman(LOL) and so I told the woman "2 tickets for I.P Man (men)"
Then the movie started for 5 min already and I didn't know, so I was like "Kailing, why the movie so long haven't start!"
HAHAH.
I didn't know it was a chinese show!
Then halfway into the movie, I realised that the title's pronounced as "EEP MUN" -.-
SO EMBARRASSING, WTH.

But it's a super nice and touching movie about this martial arts expert who loved his country (China) and would not give in to the Japanese during WW2. And I think the Japanese general was quite hot :/
LOL
And karate is damn cool! O:
Anyway I was like crying madly when the screwed up Japanese right hand man shot Ip Man. ):

It's a very very very nice movie, you should go watch too.

Quote Shimei:
THAT'S COOL! I WANT TO WATCH!

hahaha.

I'm so proud of myself
I'm so happy today, despite all the sad stuff going on right now.
Cheers to happyness,

go Elaine! :D

Some people make the world better by just being in it

;

OMG, I HAD THE FUNNIEST TUITION EVERRRR YESTERDAY.
As usual, it was pretty racist.
We were laughing at Indian names, HAHA :/
But seriously, there's one super funny one!

Subraman, Son of Battman.

AHAHHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA -dies from laughter, falls off chair-

Omfg rofllll.

Anyway, I can't remember what happened these few days already.
D:

OH RIGHT.
After tuition, Kailing's dad sent me straight home! :D
Thanks Kailingggg. And your daddy. (:
And SOMEONE came to united square to visit SOMEONE and it was funny.
HAHAHA
So we sat around at macdonald's and I watched them share icecream and tried very very very hard to not laugh.
But then I laughed and was told that I look like _ _ m. I insist that I do not, yo.
-.-

Training on thursday! It was pretty slack. But I thought it was very fun. I'm gonna kope from Jaslin's blog again because she always blog till it's so detailed!

Funny stuff that happened during training(s)

1.

we were talking about commonwealth essay before training.

there's a question, "what do you not what to be when you grow up."

so we were saying what we WANTED to be!

suddenly,

elaine: I WANT TO BE A CHICKEN!

jas: HAHAHAHA.

others: -stare- -pause- -HAHAHA!-

elaine: WTH! no la, not THAT chicken! i meant the one in the farm!

jas & others: -continues laughing-

TAG REPLIES

Boh: heyyy :D I know (: Thanks for everything during trainings, really. <3

Meli: LIKE REAL! (:

Leti: It's deterioriate. Or something? I GOT THAT RIGHT IN SPELLING LAST TIME. HA.
(not because leen showed me)

Leti: nope she didn't, i got away with it in the end :/

Leen: HAHA yes I stole a fry.
It was quite tasteless though. And gross. ):

"I WANTED COLESLAW, BITCH."

Haha, went to Shaw House with Shimei and Char for a study date. Well, kinda.
And that just proves my theories that Char has no direction sense, and whenever me, shimei and charlene go out together, we always end up going to Shaw house. Never anywhere else. As in seriously, NEVER before.

I was in a super bad mood today and every two sentences I said, there was at least a "bitch" or "shit" or "screw" I know, that's bad. ):

Biatch, that was six years ago. Get over it, so maybe you can at least get a social life.

Anyway, our initial plan was to accompany Charlene to Shaw and eat lunch, because Char's having physio at Shaw. Then, I felt the sudden urge to mug and started doing math. (which was epic phail. Anyone who watches me do math will think that RGS gives impossible-to-do homework. But I'm just a noob at math, esp algebra HAHA )

Anyway we rushed off to her physio clinic, and got LOST. Like seriously, because Charlene Yeo Lixin has bad direction sense. So we took one LONG LOOPED WAY to her clinic there. And I was busy doing math while Charlene was having her massage. I totally made a fo ol of myself, I spent ten minutes trying to figure how to do a question. Her physio probably thinks I'm an idiot and I probably bribed RGS to let me get in ._.
I think I took 1 hour to finish a worksheet that Rongrong will take 15 min to complete.
HAHAHAHAHAH
-points at self and laughs-

After her physio, we decided to hang around and do homework, because we're such guai muggers.
And we discovered that we took like a x13098109283809 times longer route to reach the clinic. Stupid charlene! );

And her lousy clinic didn't accept Netts, so she had to walk back to Shaw House and withdraw money. AND SHE GOT LOST, HA LOSER. Okay, that's a very hypocritical statement because while she was gone for like 2o min, i only managed to complete 4 maths questions :/.

Then we went back to Shaw House and finished lots of homework! Hahaha, not bad right, us.
Okay gonna go. I shall watch a movie online :D
[edit] i realise everyone blogs really twitly in primary school. like "euu, lyk, den, le, larh, etc etc" And the hugeeee variety of colours. Like every paragraph's in a different colour! And it's super amusing (and embarrassing) to look at your past posts. haha how innocent we were. [/edit]

<3
;
God grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change;
courage to change the things i can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

And may You be my wisdom and light to lead me through all these mess, and give me peace at heart.
Amen

I'm gonna kope from everyone!

Okay, From jas' blog!

then went to meet elaine at yck.

she told me to meet at 12, she was late!

elaine: patience is the best virtue.

jas: haaah, you wont say that if you were me, its better to be punctual :D

LOL! i was waiting for her in cheers, to enjoy free aircon.

her friend charlene came too!

she's very nice, keeps going on about how unique her name is.

HAHA, i know alot of charlenes kay!

she knows my best friend's from amk.

and i dont even know her till today okay.

siao, stalker O:

who knows, she might be reading this now!

anyway, went to my mum's shop.

shop full, had lunch first.

ate porridge cos i'd sorethroat -.-

it was nice! i didnt know how to pronounce the chinese of minced pork porridge.

luckily the man knew english, haaah.

then went back to shop, they had their hair cut while i helped around and slacked.

elaine had steaming treatment cos she said her hair's too dry.

it was 60+ bucks, but my mum charged her 40.

and she didnt know it's so ex, LOL!

so i think her mum's killing her :/

she paid 30 bucks first, then pay me 10 bucks next time.

charlene layered her hair and cut her fringe.

12 bucks, charged her 8.

haha, my mum says go there say my big name have discount! LOL.

then took 76 to amkhub.

shopped around for elaine's cny clothes, minchih's pressie, and my slippers.

she bought some yellow tee from op.

and i saw a nice top too! but i didnt have money.

i took a pic though! will post next time.

i just realised my whole blog no pictures, very sad ]:

then we were at another shop.

elaine bought a very nice top.

i think it was nice too!

but her mum scolded her, cos the quality not good?

O_O

i tried on a top with her too.

it has 2 layers.

but i think the inner layer, the singlet alone looks nice :D

didnt buy anyway, next time lor.

charlene went home halfway, cos she havent completed her homework, lol.

then walked around for minchih's pressie.

bought something :D

minchih just started on her revived blog,

who knows if she will go bloghopping.

so not posting d:

didnt buy my slippers, cos there's nothing nice there :/

i'll go far east some day this week to look, sure have one ;D

or plaza sing, ripples! :]

ehh, then we cabbed to hougang point so we can play bball.

qianyan bought down a shirt for elaine so that she can play.

she dowan play in her nice mickey mouse shirt ._.

and she likes jackets! LOL, not hot meh?

anyway, while we were changing at the toilet, elaine's mum called.

and she had to go -.-

like, wasted money la, the cab!

she should've just stayed at amk and take the mrt or 88 -.-

TAG REPLIES

CcB-eng: err.. who're you

Charlene: :D <3!

Leen: hello weinerpua. Thank you for your fun tag.
HHAHAHA :D

Minchih: kay, SOON! :D I love your skin, NETBALL! <3

Nicolette: haha welcome, sorry hor! :D

Andy: er. okay?

Melissa: YO, person who CAN'T FIND THE SALON BECAUSE THE PLANT DOESN'T LIKE YOU (:

Cai a saint: hello PIT. Yes I live in sentosa, DAMN COOL RIGHT.
And because I live in sentosa, i hence have to pay an extra THREE BUCKS everytime i go home. yes.
HAHA
:D

Hahah I feel so happy for no reasons.
Song lyrics make me sad.
Similarly, they make me happy too! ;D

I'm going to share with you a very nice song!
It has nice lyrics. (:

For Charlene, Shang, Leen, Boh and many many wonderful friends who're always there for me when I needed help and advice, and told me not to give up. You know who you are! hahahaha (:
Man I love you all so much! :D

Wednesday!

WEDNESDAY WAS FREAKING TIRING.
AND I SWEAR I WAS SCAMMED.

Slack day!
We had COOKING for aesthetics,
ha, you guys out there who're taking Art/dance whatever, BE JEALOUS.
'Cuz 213's cool and we're taking cooking first!
O:
okay actually, not really. Whatever.

CHEESE IS MY COOKING PARTNER :D
I tell you I did lots of work lah!
But the teacher was giving out the cloths, I took the only blue cloth first.
Then cheese tried to snatch the blue one from me, so I was like "EH NO, I WANT THE BLUE ONE LAH!"
Then the teacher (Mrs Abbas) thought that I was trying to bully cheese, and she was like "Eh! How come you little one bully the big one!" -.-
So I gave my nice nice unique blue cloth to Cheese.

THAT'S NOT THE END.
I washed all the dishes and the pot and whatever. Then we sat down to eat. So after we finish eating, it was Cheese's turn to wash the used dishes. So I sat there and drank my milo. Then Mrs Abbas was like "Eh, you really bully her leh! Why you're sitting there slacking then she's always doing the work huh! You're a big bully!"
._.

EVEN WORSE.
When class ended, Mrs Abbas was like telling Cheese "eh you take care arh, don't let her bully you arh *pat pat* must come back next week in one piece arh!"

Then she said to me " YOU! YOU DON'T BULLY HER." Then when I walked past her she slapped my back, (lightly)

WHO'S THE BULLY HERE, -.-

Anyway, went out with Char and Shimei after school!<3
To SHAW HOUSE. HAha somehow we always end up there to do homework. Somehow that homework will usually be composition. Somehow we usually end up never finishing the work. HAHAH!
We ate mee siam, from some random store.
THAT'S HOW I GOT SCAMMED I TELL YOU.
I WAS GONNA BUY A PUNY PIECE OF MUTTON, THINKING THAT IT'D PROBABLY ONLY COST 1 BUCK?
IN THE END IT COST A FREAKING THREE BUCKS.
SCAMMERS MAN.
-pissed-

We took some pictures, including a damn cool one.
WHICH I THOUGHT I HAD DELETED FROM MY CAMERA WHILE I WAS UPLOADING INTO THE COMPUTER. Then I flipped and tried to recover the pictures, but gave up.
The next day, I randomly opened a random file AND THE PICTURES WERE INSIDE
THAT's so stupid! ._.

Hahaha. Then I went to United square with Kailing, and my friend came over to counsel me. It was a purposeful session, I guess. I sorted a lot of things out.
But you know, I think I really lack the courage to do a lot of stuff, especially when it comes to family issues. I can't take matters in my own hands. Oh wells. Nevermind.
I'll focus on Netball first and work very very very hard (I don't think I've got the advantage(s) to get into school team) so that even if I don't make the team in the end, I won't be blaming myself for not trying my best! :D

Haha, I'm gonna rewrite my commonwealth essay now. For those who wanna know what happened to my commonwealth essay, go FB see pics. :/

So you can't ever lie to a person for a long time, 
because lies are always exposed. It's just a matter of early or late.

No tag replies to do! D:

I realise now, that if things had remained the same as they were before,
the same as the way I'd wanted them to be,
I would never have learnt to let go.
I won't know how to be strong,
I won't learn how to deal with my feelings.

You've made me learn to grow up and be strong,
thank you (:

TAG REPLIES!
people tag more luh,
don't just read. :D

zxkhwa: er orh. So make sure to make yourself emo before exams.

mich: haha yeah manz! (:

cheese: I suppose something happened on the first day of school that made us both confirm I'm jinxed, but i cannot remember what already :/

Weexuan: haha okay. yeah you think.

Cai a saint: 213! O: a new year with the same old people! (:
haha why were you going there?
I was going home! ;D

Esther: hey yo! (: Hahaha, I think I should add in 1 more resolution leh: to be able to complete at least one of the resolutions. :/

Mich: happy new year too! ;D

Jiaying: HI 113 SPSL NOWz. (:
Happy new year too! ;D

Daryl: yoo manz. Relink soon. :D

zxkhwa: haha yeah.

details of what happened yesterday koped from Jas' blog, school was boring but I like the new classroom.
Chalkboard :/
>D

went to far east with elaine to get some stuff.

then plaza sing too!

super hungry throughout, bought fries.

elaine came to my house and we watched douniu.

it was too boring, so we watched some lame jacky wu shows on youtube.

she wanted to go down, so i asked sengleong.

and they were being horny la!

talking about censored stuff, and she was using my name cann!

what do you get when 2 sickos get together? there, the result.

JUST KIDDIN! :D

anyway, went down at 530.

waited for awhile for them to play match ;D

then we played with jasper, sengleong, 2 ntuc people, uncle, indian guy.

uncle went off, qianyan came!

she was super late cannxzxz.

for once, we played on different teams, lol.

then 3 of us, qy elaine i, wanted to be together, so the guys black&white-d,

uncle join us.

you should've seen his face when he realised that he's joining us mann!

super funny one la! ;D

idk if we won, but i doubt we did -.-

but anyway, it was fun ;D

AND ELAINE TOLD THEM SHE'S FROM RGS.

she told the ntuc people!

okay la, accidentally, but still!

they totally gave The Look that i was ever so familiar with.

the, "oh-you're-from-rg-and-im-not-so-i-totally-shouldnt-be-here-at-all-to-socialise-with-you" look! ._.

sat there and talked for ages, and pranked a few people.

like this guy, i only remember the initials is SS.

it was horribly lame, LOL!

called other people too, the rest even lamer.

went home at 730+.

elaine totally ponned tuition la!

so she stayed with qy till 930 when her tuitions supposed to end, at macs.

aiyaaa, next time go for tuition la, be guaikia lor!

if not liddat no phone no comp no money no nothing, so boring! :/

then come play with us some other day laa..

The sickos part was a total misunderstanding,
I was just retaliating!
Zz.

;

I know, it's been a very stressful period for you, and you're still going through it.
I know, because the same is happening to me, what with all the oh-no-I-can't-catch-up-with-the-other-netballers thing and the parents issue.
I know, stress, stress, stress!
But I'm sure we'll both work our way out together, because it's a new year.
It's a new chance for us to improve on what we haven't done well previously, make up for what we have missed out on.
Another chance for us to do well for things we haven't, another way for us to grow up and mature.
I've only know you for around a year, but it was a wonderful year to have you around (:
You've always 'let me off' for whatever bad things I've done, and you always talk to me when I don't seem alright.
Although I may not apply whatever I've written now, I know you'll listen and try.
I know you're a wonderful, hardworking person, so continue being so and don't let stress beat you down!
<3

Haha. We just had the most disorganised NYPS msn countdown party ever!

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