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ELAINE; I ♥ God, Raffles Netball (Batch '11) and my friends to the max!
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
 I'll always be there for you. Those are just six very, very simple words. Even my brother knows how to read them. But those six words are a reflection of friendship, of love, of trust, but more often, of lies and broken promises. When someone tells me that he/she will always be there for me when I need them, it'll end up making my day. I'll forget my sadness, at least temporarily, for I thought I had the assurance that someone will be there with me, to guide me through. Or at least, to just show me that even when everything in the world seems to be against me, I have someone to turn to. But so many times, those six words end up breaking my heart, leading me to question myself if I could ever trust anybody else again. Is it really that hard to be always there for a friend in need? It just takes a little of your time to console that friend, to calm him/her down, to make sure that he/she is okay, before you move back to what you were doing. It isn't a multitude of commands. If you're reading the book, just put it down, bookmark it, and spend a little time talking to that distressed friend of yours, then you can continue reading that book. Is whatever scene in that story really more important than your friend? If you're eating, or going to eat, can't you just put down your fork and spoon and spare a few moments for your friend? Unless you have gastric problems, then you're forgiven. So many incidences from the past have led me to conclude that my worries of you leaving me aren't redundant. So many of your empty promises, yet I had brought myself to say It's Okay, I'm okay. So many of your "I gotta go now"s, yet I've never been the one who does that first. Are you taking me for granted, or am I just treasuring you too much? Tell me, someone. I really don't know. Today, someone said those six words to me again. To that certain someone(you probably know who you are): I appreciate your presence, your friendship, and everything you've done for me so far. That is, simply just by being there. But I really do hope that your six words really mean what they're supposed to, instead of just black and white alphabets. ; Anyway, I'm sorry if my emoness on my blog has been staining your happiness or whatsoever, but please bear with me. It's a common thing to be emo in teenage life I guess, especially since this is my first year; first time. I spent my day babysitting my brother today. It was a horrible, horrible, horrible experience I tell you. 5 year olds nowadays are really violent. I was sleeping when I got woken up by my brother's friend's exclaimations of "I WANT TO KILL YOU!" Freaked me out, seriously. Tomorrow is another boring day, lined full with programs such as staying at home, doing the laundry, watching tv, sleeping. HOW EXCITING. I'm so totally looking forward to it! Anyway it's gonna be midnight already, so Good morning. |
